I Am Poem by Jude Pereira

I'm not whom
ya wish i am...
I'm not whom
ya dream to be with..

I'm just another
dust in the wind...
I'm here now
and the next gone...

I'm a misery
in your happiness...
I'm the sole reason
for your sadness...

I'm scared that
I'll lose you...
I'm afraid that
I'll be no good for you...

I'm garbage that
needs to be rid...
I'm here I feel
to do the devil's bid...

I'm a necessity
to a few people's dreams...
I'm lost in my own life
it seems...

I'm this...
I'll always be...
I am...