I Am A Dreamer... Poem by Thati pramod sai

I am a dreamer and dreamer
Coward in the heart forever
Only in matters pertaining to my heart
Where I think of u my life part
I'm struck with past
For gods tragedic cast
I don't how long it last
I want to say how much u r to me last
But fear hunts me somewhere fast
IT started everything like a blast
I thought u n me are together frost
But it ended like I being a stupid most
It lasted long in me like haunting ghost
My feelings expectations everything ended like a roast
Like a rain in deserted plain
Like a cure to an invisible blain
U entered like a miracle in lain
Making my life forever green again
Days are pomp and charmful gain
I used yo forget this world in ur talk and beautiful main
Hoped happyness in my life would forever rain
Like a storm in fain vaccum created everything pain
Knowing unwillingly to part off strain
I'm like a saint ploughing for my ambitious brain
In my endeavour for a purposeful grain
Saw u not knowing u my ain
I js want to see u talk to u want to spend my time with u like a cane
I'm js afraid that past would repeat like a crane
My heart longs to see u no matter what but fears throw it in bin
I don't know how to express it to any kin
Hearts pathetic situation in din
May be somewhere I have a done a sin
I know I'm never having u in my life journey Jaan
This feeling that u r not mine is js heart relaxing than to know in reality that u r not forever mine....
That's why I'm a dreamer and a dreamer forever a dreamer