I Am A Great Lier Poem by Eman Awad

And who am i to fool?
no one would buy this but my weary heart.
And my land he rules,
and he's the gale that torn them apart.
I can't forget him, help me,
he is running eloquently in my veins.
I'm chained to him for eternity,
when all the hazes are clear, he remains.
I'm not lying, i love him still,
though every one swears to the otherwise.
But non of them lives my hell,
no one could see the tears in my eyes...
And maybe he feels this way too,
that i am over his love totally.
But he knows not what i'm through,
he didn't see what's inside of me.
We can't be together,
i know but what am i to say?
I got over him, never,
i miss him more every day.
I am a great lier for my wonder,
i am an experienced actress.
Don't ask and don't wonder,
my truth to you i confess.
I lie to my self and my heart,
i lie to my family and my friends.
I don't know when that start,
but even my shadow pretends...
Nothing further to be said,
we can't be together but i miss you so.
Nothing to be felt exept i'm dead,
and my pain in clusters over my grave grow.
I am a great lier, so what? ?
i have nothing to lose better than you.
You are the dearest i've got,
and through it all i'm still in love with you...