I Am Dying Poem by Ramesh Kavdia

To
My dear and near
who lost almost
some are close some are far
still all are broken
I feel numb and dumb
even I am awaken

I am dying
day by day
nerve by nerve
losing all my senses
overwhelmed with pain
pain of betrayal
pain of jealousy
pain of hatred
pain of envy

To
my lost souls
I miss you all
every time I crawl
I lose all my hope
to see you again

I am dying
losing my inhale
losing desire to breath
nobody read my words
make me feel like a nerd
now I see darkness
even in the light.

To
my very few readers
thank you all with heart full of love
I hope I was worthy with some of my stuff.
time is to less, life has become a bluff.

I am dying
with dry tears in my eyes
with utter silence in my cries
though I was nice and wise
people tortured me like Chris

To
all of you
live or alive
goodbye goodbye.


India
Time: midnight 12.55