I Am Nervous Poem by Claire Abbott

Why am I so nervous about seeing you?
We are friends.
My stomach churns when I think about it.
The moment I have to see you.
Its been such a long time.
Well maybe not that long, but things have changed.
I have changed.
Maybe I am worried you may not like the new me.
Maybe you will prefer the old one.
Maybe you will take sides over my marriage break down.
I can't understand why I feel like this.
I guess if you didn't want to see me,
then you wouldnt have invited me over.
But what if you have given me a fake address,
you have moved after all, and I don't know the area.
What if you are having a laugh on me.
I guess there are a thousand reasons why I am nervous,
but I think the main one is I don't want to disappoint you.