I Am Not Crying Poem by Jade Just me

I'm not crying
the rest of my tears seep through the floor
if you look in my eyes I'm smiling
even though it looks like I'm dying
my wounds are healing
pain I am no longer feeling
it has washed away
with all of the hurtful words you used to say
and the little games you used to play
I'm not crying
and I'm over all of your lying
you were a waste of my time
you have your heart, now will you give me mine
I'm going to forget and forgive
I have no more excuses not to live
I am going to rise up and be strong
even after all of the things that I did wrong
I am moving on
I will love again
but right now all I need is my friends
and I know my heart will heal
because I know this is not a dream; its real
so I am forgiving you
will you forgive me too
I am saying goodnight and closing my eyes
and now I'm forgetting all of your lies
and all of your hurtful goodbyes
because I'm not crying♪