I Am So In Love. Poem by Masala Joseph

I am so in love it's killing me inside.
With every waking moment i know in my heart this isn't a lie.
I can't focus on anything anymore but you.
From your eyes, to your smile, and everything we've been through.
The words from my lips to this poem just come naturally.
Because i am so in love with your personality.
I can`t concentrate in school, i can't listen at home.
I just imagine our past conversations on the phone.
And when i'm away from you, i think of being right there.
To involve in the true love we share.
I am so in love I cry at the little things you do.
And even though you don't show it, i bet your crying inside too.
All I want is you and all of you.
And i'll give myself up to you if i need to.
I just want you to be apart of me.
Even if it's only for a year, I just want that piece of your heart.
It's a shame to say that i'm never gonna see you again.
Because then i have to start over with another man.
And I don't wanna do that cause' i must know that you are the one.
Because when i picture you i picture the rising of the sun.
I picture what we can become.
I picture you and me forever living in complete happiness.
I guess that's not what is suppose to be meant.
But somehow in me i knew you were sent.
Sent to me as my personal boyfriend.
Because we're like a match made in heaven.
And i mean that to the fullest.
And even though i wouldn't take a bullet, i`ll still be there to heal the wound.
Just wish i can see you at this very second soon...
Just writing about you is making me miss you more.
Hope one day after this is over, you'll be at my door.
Saying I love you.
God, i am so in love...





I love you daniel: -*! ♥