I Am Sorry For The Way I Was Poem by Bradley Lester

I'm sorry for the way I've been, I know that I was wrong
I've hurt you so, my silent ways, it's not your fault you know
I dont know what is wrong with me, no words I have to say
My hardened ways unfair to you, the day you let me go

It's though I dont know how, it's though I'm scared to talk
I cannot deal with feelings, I know not what to do
I've built a wall around me, afraid to let you in
Afraid you'll see my weakness, afraid because it's you

It's like I've let you down, and hurt you deep inside
It's not what I intended, I've realised my ways
I know you'll not forgive me, my silence turned to hate
You dont deserve someone like me, with you to spend the days

You'll find a better person, who'll love you more than me
They'll make you feel so special, I tried but oh I failed
You'll soon forget you met me, surrounded by the love
This person gives to you, so openly unveiled