I Can'T Poem by Erica Olson

can't remember the last time I
showed any emotion in public
hating when my family sees any emotion
even when i'm hiding feels like someones watching
in my room crying feels like i'm being watched
not wanting anyone to see me show any emotion
breaking down being caught
not being as strong as I need to be
hating the only emotion able to show is pride and strength
not able to show emotion fear of being caught and teased
emotion equals weakness
always being strong
I cant.............