I Can'T Lose My Love Poem by Kenni' Johnson

I never will understand,
Why i choose to lie,
To tell no parts of the truth,
As I look you in the eyes,

And you believe my ever word,
Everything you've just heard,
The thought of me lying to you,
To you that's just absurd,

But I can't bare to tell that I was laid with another,
Touching and kissing as if he was my lover,
And as he brought me higher to ecstasy,
He softly whispered, 'Say you love me',

But no, wait, what am I doing,
Ruin it all over a simple screwing,
All because I walked out during a meaningless fight,
I can't lose my love over a pointless night,

Praying for forgiveness as I rush home,
Should've never left you there alone,
But I can never let you know what I've just done,
I got to let this night remain unknown,

But now I understand why I lied,
Can't watch you walk away and tell me bye,
Can't bare to see you hurt or watch you cry,
I know it won't happen again, I'd rather die.