I Cant Belive

i cant belive u still tell me lies
i hide behind this ugly disguize
my heart is broken
u claim u do care but i know u don't even give a shit
i feel like dying
u say u care about me
but u tell my best friend that u don't
i wish u cared
but most of all i wish i was dead
but im not going to attempt suicide
i'll just live with this burning pain
i locked my heart in this cage
but u found the key and my heart shattered to a million pieces
u say u want me back
i say SCREW YOU!
you broke my heart,
told me lies,
and all u wanted was some one to screw
all i have to ask right now is WHY! ? ! ? ! ? ! ? !
WHY ME! ! ! ! ! ! !
i have to live with this burning pain
i cant even tell my bf that i love him without bursting into tears