I Don'T Love You Poem by Emily Wallace

I don't love you...
I don't...
It's just that, everytime we fight
It feels like a knife...
Has cut through my heart...
It's just that, I fall apart
Everytime you say her name...
It makes me feel a bit insane...
I don't love you...
I won't...
It's only that, everytime I speak with you
Everything feels new...
I'm suddenly happy...
It's only that, I hate myself
Because I never told you how I really felt...
How much I really cared...
I don't love you...
I shouldn't...
It's not that, I cry more now
I've done that before...
Never for a guy, but that doesn't matter...
It's not that, I get a headache
And I begin to shake...
When I think about how much I really screwed up...
I don't love you...
I wouldn't...
It's just that, when we're together
I know that you're the only one I can see, forever...
There is no one else...
It's just that, although you don't realize it,
When we talk, I'm hurting inside...
It's painful and I don't know why...
No idea, none...
I don't love you...
I don't...
I don't love you...
I can't...