I know that you won't listen
But honey this is real
For once I'll open my heart
And for once you will see it spill
I know that I am a memory
A chapter that you have closed.
I made a big mistake
So now I will be exposed.
See when you and I met
It was wonderful like a dream
I came out of a big break up
I had lost my self esteem.
At that time you tried to love me
But it was something I didn't believe
For my heart was broken in pieces
From a ex that caused me to grieve.
But Darlin you came and gave me
something I just can't shake off
Darlin you were something special
I'm getting choked (I pause to cough) .
I guess now is a fine time to tell you
But Baby, I was scared of you girl.
I tried seeing other women
just to get you out of my world.
Those other women made me realize
that I have made a big mistake.
The small problems we were having
Was something we could break.
Its funny how time changes things
Now honestly I'm ready to love.
But not just anyone
Only you are my dove.
It seems no matter who I was with
I've always called your name.
I've always kept in touch
And I ain't even ashame.
I know that its your time.
I know marriage was always your dream.
But here you have someone who loves you
I won't chase or be obscene.
I thought I'd tell you the truth
I'm not saying it to make you blue
But if you ask me about your marriage
Well... I DON'T WANT YOU TO.
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