I Feel The Worst Today Poem by Bradley Lester

I feel the worst today
I've blocked my friend from skype
My stomach feels so empty now
With all the hurt and hype

Tomorrow when she sees
She cannot make that call
The hurt that I have caused
I've built a solid wall

My actions maye be wrong
My actions may be right
She wants me to pretend
To make it through her night

Just knowing that I'm here
And care the way I do
Is all she wants from me
Although she said we're through

How can I be this way
She cannot have both ways
I've tried to tell her so
My heart in pieces stays