I Had A Frieand Too... Poem by Melissa Schreuder

(if you know kool-aid pleas tell her to reed this pleas)
There’s a story behind every person. There’s a reason why they’re the way they are. They aren’t just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it’s impossible to fix them, like myself I will never be the same, but you tried to help me and I turned you down, I wish I read the letter you wrote me more carefully. I wish you were here, I miss you, almost more than anything. I miss the way everything was. I hate the fact that I recently accepted the fact that things will never be the same (again) and basically everything fell apart (again) , and we let them, then left them. I love you though, you’ll always hold a part of my heart. Promise me. That's all I want. Just promise that you'll never forget me, you don't have to forgive but Tell me that I had an impact on your life like you did mine (in a good way) . Promise me that you'll always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you. because in a moment in time you were everything to me.

To kool-aid I'm sorry and I was a fool and so very stupid for the way I acted, I want you to know the things I said was just an act in anger. I thought you didn't care, but knowing me I read it wrong.