I Hate Remembering Poem by Melody Morningstar

i have to forget somethings if i rememberd i would break down
sometimes its good to not remember things
like things your cousin tried when you were litte

I am in a state of unrest
my mind is aching with bad memories
im about to explode with pain

White lights are flashing in my eyes
i cant hear
i cant see

I hate remembering
it only brings on pain
my head

its going to burst
God help me
i need relief

i am going to die
swiming in forgotten memories