I Have Tried! Poem by Tyler Cobb

I have tried,

I have tried,
No, I have not lied,
But there's no way to know how I feel inside.
I've opened up my heart with a door big and, wide, and you ran in and stomped around inside, you left a big footprint. That you don't know it hasn't went over well for me,
Because you can't see the tears that are running constantly! They pour and flow, and you don't know that you're the one that caused them to drain so much every day in every way for every negative thing you had to say. Pushed down on me negatively, and caused my life to feel as though I didn't deserve to live, even though it's the Lord, who it is that give me a life and if he feels I'm worth it than who are you to say different? You have no right, and for that I will fight. For with him I will win, just wait and see for I will claim victory;