I Just Am! Poem by Becky Ginn

I dont wanna feel
I dont wanna love
I dont wanna hurt
And if that means i cant be happy, then thats the scarifice i have to make
I dont wanna feel anything good or bad
Happy or sad
Love or hate
I no now this is my fate
Feelings are messed up
Feelings dont make any sense

I'm gonna hardern my heart
from this moment on i dont wanna feel
I no now this is real
This is my life
No more reaching for the knife
No more reaching for the pills in respose to how i feel
Because i dont feel i just am