I Just Wish.. Poem by shelby alwaysconfused

i just wish that maybe someone could love me
just maybe i wont wake up everyday with this pain.
its like no one knows how i feel
.. no one believes that all my scars are real.

but u cant see how i hurt inside..
u dnt see me cry at night.

so tell me im confusing, tell me im a freak...

he told me i was pretty and that i mean the world to him... then he told my bestfriend the same..

so dnt tell me everything will be ok.
dnt tell me that u care....

because my heart will believe you..
but i dnt know if u r my wish come true
right out of thin air...

so ill keep wishing,
till i cant wish anymore cuz
that day is getting closer and closer.
and my heart can take it anymore.