I'Ll Lie Poem by Adonis Labial

To myself I'll lie until it hurts
You're no good and my time I waste
Never will I reach out for your sake
The things I did I will always regret
For none was real all is fake
I see nothing but clear mistakes
There is no joy but pain instead
I'll always be hopeless up to the very end
There is nothing here all debris I see
All broken and scattered to every piece
But since you choose not to see or hear
Things will now come to its resting place
'Cause I know I will sooner forget
This I feel all the things you bring
Indeed infinity has always its end
To my self I'll lie until it hurts