I Love You Beyond My Understand. Poem by Eman Awad

I swear i can't see my way,
and i don't have a clue who i am.
But one thing i know i'm certain,
that i love you beyond my understand.
I know i'm wrong for misleading you,
but i did so out of my love to you.
Take out my heart and tare it,
may this bring pitty in you for me.
And even after you do this you through it,
i'll remain in love with you endessly.
I can't let go of you,
and i can't seem to forget.
I love what i'm through,
i brought it on me and i won't regret.
No memory flew out of my head,
i remember every thing about us.
Towards my ending i head,
burning my body with love into dust.
I ached for the touch of hand,
your hand to lead my way to light.
I ache to sattle on your land,
i pray to always have you in my sight.
Your perfume remains in my soul,
your aura became my addiction.
And i fall for you with my all,
blind to al but your direction.
Let go of all the thoughts,
that cause increasing to your resistance.
I wish that we are on the same boat,
your approval relates to my existance.
I call you out in the face of dawn,
and even a fading echo i never got.
I'm your shadow and your home,
and i'm the one to love you alot..