I'M Just Stupid Poem by Nicholas Hrynchuk

I can't control what I think,
It's to hard,
If I can't get things right,
I might just give up tonight

My heads telling me one thing,
Showing me pictures of what could happen,
I try to block it,
But I just watch and sit

My hearts trying to counter my head,
Making me feel how it's wrong,
I don't know which to listen to,
I just wanna know what to do

I feel like there's a war in me,
With my head and heart,
When all I want it to be,
Is peaceful

I'm just stupid,
I feel like I'm the one dying in the war,
Like nothing else is around me,
And nobody can save me