I'M Nothing Poem by Sabrina Tuch

Why recently in my life have I been given so much pain?
The voice in my head says 'theres nothing for you to gain'.
The voice puts me down, and says 'your nothing'.
I try and try to believe that I am something.
Its like I could cry a million tears,
But everyone would act like im not even here.

Why do I let everyone make me fall?
It feels like im no more than 4 inches tall.
Maybe that voice is right.
I'm as important as a mite.
They don't notice me lying on the lawn.
I could lay there from dusk to dawn.

I push away the pain, and hide it til the night.
When im alone in my room, I turn out the light.
I release my pain out in cries,
When everyone else is fooled by my lies.
I don't want this forever.
In-fact I wanted it never.
Maybe that voice is right.
Im nothing.