I’m Soo Mad! ! ! Poem by Anita Khelawan

Calling; calling
Got no answer
Calling; calling
Getting mad by every hour
I didn’t call to argue
I called to say I love you
I have had enough I’m furious
Ok right? ! ? ! ? You don’t even look curious
Tell me what to do with us
I’ve got these problems let’s discuss
I’m sooo mad at you
And you act like there’s nothing you could do
Maybe this relation wasn’t for us
After all ent you say I could fuss
I’m so mad I wished I could hate you
But we all know it isn’t true
Feeling like a volcano about to explode
He’s my Prince Charming but once a toad
Feeling to have a very tragic death
I’m saying things that later on; I would regret
I just want you to hurt
Because I feel as if you’re depreciating my worth
What did I ever do to deserve this?
You’re my X-man and I am Phoenix
All I see is red
Bursting veins in my head
Why do I bother?
Maybe I should take your advice and find another
I know I said I love you with all your flaws
I am starting not to believe that anymore
I’m sorry for what I said but I have to be honest
Sometimes I wish I could be like Pocahontas
Feel and enjoy the winds beneath me (my knee)
Getting answers for my questions from (a wise) Oak Tree
How can I be like our song stress free?
Hmmm look how mad you got me
And all you could say is ‘good night I’m sleepy’
I’m so angry at you; you got me turning on me
Listen! ! ! Before you say anything it’s not because of my monthly
Steups I’m so bothered can’t seem to get the words out right
So many things to say I can’t stop write
I’m so mad I feel like hurting you
In the middle of it I baffled I loved you
At times I feel out of love
Most times I just want a hug
Meditating and Thinking; ‘why wait so long? ’
Was this a test to make me strong?
I’m so hurt inside
Can’t help but just cry
So happy I am; you entered my life
A defeated feeling why can’t I die?
You’ll recommend that I should go
But what for; for all you know it could be worse
Despite my rage you are the one loved the mos’ (most)