I'M Sorry Poem by Lance K...

I'm sorry this time I slipped far
I'm loosing you faster than a falling star
damn I'm so far gone
but I just want to see you every day
this is all I have to say
it may contradict me and I might have to pay
but I don't care I'm already out of breath
and I come closer and closer to meet with death

So I'm here in tears in the rain
still thinking of you, its driving me insane
and it builds up all this pain
of emotions I want to hold back
but they all come out to attack
they crush and diminish me in torture, back
in a agonizing scream I scream for you
your beautiful name is all I know how to scream to
but it just pushes me from the people I care about especially you
so I will stay quiet as someone else sweeps you from your feet with a leap,
while I sit back and kill myself after I look at you smile real deep
to know your happy and free
from me


I don't want people to look back at me
and get hurt from my decision but its all I could do
to avoid the stress I took on head first
but it unquenched my thirst
for you
so I'm sorry for what I've done
but I relieved myself a ton
so now I don't have to drink no more so I can let you go.

but lets rewind time
lets go back a dime
in minutes sign
before you said no
and I said so
lets start it back over before our biggest mistake
because mine would be loosing you or to break
away from you or me
so I can be free
from my mistake to you
and others too
its what I have to do
I'm sorry

I don't want to hurt you, dessert you
but it looks like I've done a damn fine job too
because you don't talk to me like you use to
or play around either now
so whats going down
I don't like to see you frown

are we going to part?
or try a new start?
hell I will do anything to have you by my side
but I think you would have rather died
than to be here with me
watching the rain wash away and the sun become free
but now I sit alone under the stars
drenched from the cars
running by splashing back
memories of you

So I will lye in the gravel
while I have far to travel
maybe the stars will lead me on
or just lead me in circles till dawn
so here I walk
with no one to talk
so I will start going
without ever knowing
if you loved me
even if the initials in our imaginary tree
are still there right now they feel like there gone
scratched away into the light of dawn
I can't think straight
I am about to plan my own fate
without a debate
that everything is turning on me
all to irritate
and push me to the limit

theres no denial
not even a trial
that can prove that I don't love you
because I do
and for that
with a fact, is to say
I'm sorry