I Miss You. Poem by caroline beth

I miss you. I miss how close we were. I miss the walks we took. I missed how i could talk to you about anything. I used to be able to go to you for anything. But its different now. It will never be the same again. I trusted you with so much, && you betrayed me. You hurt me so bad. You hurt me just as badd as he did. I dont know what to say to you anymore. I cant look at you with out seeing him. Its just so hard. i cant do it. i want it to go back to the way it was. Back when i trusted you, back when you hadnt betrayed me. I dont know what to do. I want to talk to you && make things go backk to the way they were. But i cant. Everything is so different now. I feel like it wont && cant go backk. I feel like i shouldnt gie youanother chance. You betrayed me then lied about it. dont get me wrong. i do miss you. but i just dont know if i can trust you anymore. i dont know if i can talk to you without thinking about him anymore. i dont know if it will ever be the same again.