I Needed Something Poem by Clarence Williams

I just needed something 

I just needed something!
And..... found myself losing that something that I thought one needed! ! ! ! !  and I blamed myself for it exiting out of my life. Then sat around over analyzing the what ifs, if I could have done, or said something  different or spoke about a promise  from my heart could it have made the difference  but needless too say i didn't. Abandonment I felt, Conviction was eating me up mentally,  I'm left dealing with my reflection the man that lives alone inside of me!