In Love With Someone Else Man Poem by Clarence Williams

It's thee craziest thought that comes to mind, when I take the time to think about that glass of wine when I'm alone...with him. And he's sneaking behind and lying to you,  while he's making love to me to. He's married And! I really can't believe he was hiding that secret from me, that ring, with words saying I do! I thought it was a dream that I could not wake up from.  But I didn't give a flying ****because  when he's next to me the ring I didn't  really care to see, when he and I are between one another sheets. He's married! ! ! ! ! ! Wow  I just can't let that go, well i guess ill go with the flow for now. But it shows little here and there who I'm kidding every where in my entire body, mentally, physically  theres a disconnect and he's telling me    that he's not ****** her  when  i saw him with my own eyes kissing her neck but tells me he's connected to me,  and clearly he's ***** HER under his covers and sheets.
 I mat him first, but  he proposed to her, and yes that hurts. There's not a day that goes by that I really want to cry, but cant shake off this feeling for this guy, whom I fallen so deeply for when I tried to cut him back he calls me and more. I just want to throw the phone on the floor but I answered it any way with tears falling from my eyes down on my face, I no its a wast of my dam time to listen when he brings up our first time that we were kissing,  and that did it! ! ! ! I     allowed him to sleep with me in my bed between each others sheets  for  days, and weeks, and years! ! ! ! But at night I have to fight the feeling that this guy is between the  sheets with  his wife whom he said I DO to.....In love with someone else's man. Whose really GAY
           Sir Clarence of greater.