I Never Got What I Really Wanted Poem by Evelina kononenko

I Never Got What I Really Wanted



Ive always wanted to be different from everybody else.
To have the biggest heart, biggest smile, and the heart thats mended.
My heart is just one problem in my life and thats because its broken.

It stopped working, having feelings and everything
that a heart does stopped.

My life was supposed to be exciting and full of glitter,
but i guess i picture things wild.

I thought i could stand strong and not fall,
i thought i could mend my heart, i thought ide be happy,
i thought of alot of things that never came true.

Sleepless nights i would go through,
painful heartache i could never stop.

It burns, it stings, it kills. Most of all it makes me realize
how foolish i was to fall for my happy life.

It never was happy there would be fake smiling, fake laughing and most of all fake me.
My mind went blank________!

Sitting alone, not making a sound, not breathing, not blinking.
The weirdest feeling hit me, i felt used and abused.
Its just something i wasn't expecting in life.

My heart never mended and will never be,
thats just something i really wanted but never got.

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