I Should Be Dead Poem by danielle bennett

i've never though about
how much it would hurt
when i was going to lose you
now i've realized it hurts more than anything
you can never keep something
that was never really there
you just have to imagine
you know what you've done
and think that you might actually be able to fix
all the destruction i've made in everyone's life
I should have never been born
i've only learned to destroy
everyone I ever cared about
and now their lives have been destroyed
from all the pain I cause them to have