I Sit Aside Poem by Shayla Reynolds

I sit aside and watch my peers
I sit aside and see happyness
pain, fear, heartach, mixed
with joy, sorrow and teenahe enotions.

I sit aside as i wonder
how good is an emotion that
brings me pain?

I sit aside
look at my past and see
see how I have grown
and how I have changed
some for better some for worse.

I sit aside
and copy my thoughts down
questioning if they really matter.
I sit aside
to take a look at what i dont see
when im right along with
it all
happyness, pain, fear, heartach,
mixed with joy, sorrow, and teenage emotions.

Its more scary to be
aside than inside,

how strong am I?