I Still Poem by Arienne Smith

I still love you even though you did me dirty
I seem to still care even though you hurt me
I still think about you when I should be moving on
i still feel you even though you're gone
I cant change these feelings even though I want to
-and I cant change the fact that I still want you

Sunday night thinking of what happened between us and learning not to care
even though I still want you there
trying to hold onto the insanity loving you has given me
holding tight to all these precious memories
refusing to let you go until I know
do you really care about me

Dreaming of us being together again
even though it couldnt be easy
I never thought you would hurt me and I would come back like a diease
You've infected me with you and its killing me
i'll be alright though cause im pushing you aside