I Thought Poem by Connie Leigh Lindsay

I thought we was through with
the fighting, the mistrusts, the uncertainty.
I thought we both knew that we was
gonna be together forever.
I thought we had both agreed to
put the past behind us and face the future.
I thought......well I guess that is where I went
wrong once again.

I thought our love for each other would get
us through anything.
I thought we was both happy again.
I thought everything was going alot better
and that we was finally able to move on.
I thought you still loved me even though I had
made many mistakes.

Now you say you aren't sure about us,
about our love, about anything.
So now here I am, hurting again.
Why am I always the one hurting?
Haven't I given you just about everything that
you have asked for?
Maybe that is where I went wrong again.

Maybe I am the one that's wrong.
Wrong to have gotten my hopes up,
wrong to have believed that this would last.
I should have never thought that I could be happy.
I hadn't been for so long so why did I think that would
ever change?
Why did I think that I ever deserved it? deserved you?