I Wake Up Poem by Sakib Choudhury

Everyday i wake up she’s on my mind
And i can’t get her out of my head
I see her no matter where i cast my gaze
For everything else i become blind

And i just want to lose myself
Inside of love forever like a drug
Never wanting to confront reality
The pain would be too much to bear
Therefore i like to sleep comatose
Nullified by the euphoria of her

Hoping that i should die before i wake
But i know life will not be kind
To a nobody like me
For i wake every day in pain
To a darkness void of life
Just a room full of memories
That has become like a torture chamber

I wish that a day would come soon
To end this pit of despair
Setting me free like a bird
Soaring high up in the air
For that is all i have in this world
To look forward to