I Wanna Be In Love Poem by Andjela Antic

There is heartache in me
A pressure in my chest
Like I'm missing something I never even had
There's a feeling I want to feel but can't
Anything about it whether it's good or bad
I wanna feel it
I want to know how does it feel being in love
How does it feel to suffer because of love
I wanna know how does it feel longing for the person you can't see
I wanna have somebody to argue with and agree
In this world I feel so lonely
Friends and family aren't the same as what I need
I don't want in books about that love to read
But am I too young to feel this way?
Will I be looked at differently if I say what's bothering me
Will people make fun of me
I'm too embarrassed to say out loud
If anyone knows I'd bury myself 6 feet underground