I Want It To End Poem by Silence Dogood

I want it to end.
To stop feeling so bad.
To give up something.
I never had.

My hearts full of misery.
And its bursting with pain.
I want to close my eyes.
And cry in the rain.

Hide behind fake smiles.
And pretend its all alright.
Laugh at all the jokes.
When im crying in the night.

Be the person I was before.
Even though its just a lie.
Act like I never changed.
Cover the pain inside.

I'm tired of the jealously.
Of filling myself with guilt.
I want to rip the mask.
Break the wall I've built.

I want it to end.
To stop feeling so bad.
To give up something.
I never had.