I Want To But Can'T Poem by Chloe' Jean

I wanted to cry when you died
but for some reason I couldn't
like it was okay for it to happen
and I think it was
you and I were never that close
but now I wish we were
but then it would have hurt for you to leave
and I don't think I could have went though
any more pain
I think things could have been better
except I never took the time to try
and I'm sorry for that
so I'll change now for that
even tho that doesn't help are relationship
but it will help my future ones
so I'll think of you when I'm old
and went though my life and say
'Thank You Mother'
you helped me more then I ever thought you would