I Want To Love Her So Much Poem by Andrew Matthews

I want to love her so much
that it is unbelievable.
She doesn't even have a clue
that I pine for her, no one does.

Only my computers memory does
but it can be switched off,
Mine can't.
I keep thinking of songs that remind me of her.

My mind thinks of her as a summers day
in winter,
with fresh mown grass.
My love is frozen without her.

But I will go on I must
regardless.
I hope I wish,
I will get another chance.

I know people only get one or two
but I hope I pray
for another.

If it does happen to me,
I will never stray or leave her.
I will have won the lottery
without having won a penny.

To me I would be rich,
I feel it in my soul,
my very humanity which
is injured without her.

If the time comes when I share
a kiss with her again,
my life would be complete
and I will be truly happy.

The thought of her love makes me want
to know everything there is to know,
and knowledge ultimately allowing me to
know everything in the universe.
If nothing she will let me know that she loves me
and I love her, unconditionally.