I Wasn't Enough! Poem by Emma Jane Rae

I just want to know,
Why I wasn't enough,
I thought we were good,
I've never treated you rough,
Some days are easier,
And some days are hard,
And I genuinely don't know,
How to play this hand with these cards,
You're all I ever wanted,
But this imposter I don't like,
So "this guy" can leave,
He can honestly take a hike,
All our memories and dreams,
Are smashed like the bottle I threw on the ground,
How have you just took your love away?
It's something I can't get my head around,
I miss you,
Every second, of every single day,
I wish I had of been enough,
To make you want to stay,
Even if you rang me,
I don't think I'd be able to speak,
Because this heavy dead weight in my chest,
And the lump in my throat, makes my eyes leak,
My eyes like pools of hot lava,
That finally erupt,
God it really hurts me,
To know that I just weren't enough!