I Wish

i wish i knew what to do
how to stay brave
not to become uncofertable
be able to explain things in such a way but my life is down in a hole
and im in a different one
i dont know why, i dont know
i dont know
i wish i knew that one would move thousands of miles away
and one would be close but just out of reach
so that i could talk i just could not touch
i wish i knew
that my life would be hard
that i would take care of a house hold
i wish i didnt need to
i wish i knew
how to fix everything
how to put things back together
or even behind me
and how to cry
so that i no longer had to hold it inside
i wish i knew
i wish.