I Wish It Would Stop! Poem by pringle popper

I can't explain,
This pain in my chest,
Like it's being ripped apart,
My heart, our home, our little nest,
I'm struggling every day,
Climbing up this never ending hill,
The world keeps on turning,
But life's stood completely still,
I hear laughter,
And smiles,
All around,
But I don't know how to do it,
My home will be a hole in the ground,
I don't know how to live life without you,
My life is in chaos,
And it hurts my soul to know,
You don't care about what I've lost,
I'm not angry at you at all,
But I am angry at me,
For giving you my all,
For giving my love to thee,
No one understands,
How much this pain stings,
I wonder how long it will be,
Until I receive my wings,
My wings to soar me,
Far away from this,
I just want to go back in time,
That is my only wish,
Where life was great,
And full of laughter,
And I was excited,
To be your,
Happy ever after.