I Wonder Poem by Anya Addington

Sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if my really mom did not leave me, when i was 6 months old I wonder what she named me when she held me after giving birth to me?
I wonder what was she like? ? ?
I wonder who was she
I wonder why did she drink
I wondering what was she name
I wondering do I look like her
I wonder who my dad was
I wonder did he loved me
I wonder why she gave birth to me befor she lifted me!
I wonder was it me she leaved
I wonder if she is still alive
I wonder if she even remembers me or even thinks about me like I think about her?
I wonder If I had any sisters or a bother?
I wonder when was I really born what date what time? ?
I wonder if she even looked at me and feel in love with me? ?
I wonder if she is out there somewhere looking for me?
i wonder why she leafed
I wonder why she gave me this pain
I wonder who is my family
I wonder if i was even supposed to be born
I wonder if i was a cute baby?
I wonder what happen to her and why did she not come back to get me.
I wonder what she life was like?
all this wondering makes me cry. I never should of been throw that but i did and i really wanted to change it but I know I would regret it. or it seem like i will.