If Only... Poem by Shreej k.c

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As I was going through pages today, I was quite surprised to discover something I had managed to scribble some day (may be subconsciously!) because I have never liked the phrase 'if only', the very impalpable, non-existent alley it pulls into.I might never know if decisions shape destiny or destiny dictates decisions but I know that there is no point on showing remorse over the decisions we have already made under a certain circumstance, based on our knowledge and maturity at that point of time. After all, the series of decision making never end till we decide to give up breathing- small or big, good or bad, reckless or thoughtful or the decision of remaining indecisive alone.
Well I don't remember if I intended to show remorse when I started the poem with 'if only'. May be I would have finished it in a different way 'if only' I had decided to finish it then..nevertheless, here it is.