If You Poem by Nndanduleni Nelson Nemaranzhe

If you

If you think I am what you want
If only you think am writing this for anger
If you dare think am writing this to impress
If you think you are my inspiration alone
If you think am so lonely writing this one
If you think you have been so cleaver
If you think Shona songs never do me a thing
If you think these memories keep me healthy
If you think I really don't care at all now
If you think you had me finished
If you think this is just a poem
If ever you thought so, just think again.


If you think upsetting you is my motive
If you think I am a bad person
If you think I really don't think of you
If you think you are so less important
If you think I gave up on us ever
If you think I am less passionate
If you think I careless by now
If you think am over you
If you think I don't think of future
If you think I lost my mind
If you think I won't propose a toast
If ever you thought so, just think again.

If you think I am lazy
If you think I am less creative
If you think am not excited right now
If you think my kids are mad at me
If you think my wealth is crumbling
If you think I lost my bible
If you think they stole my dictionary
If you think I am not a millionaire
If you think I cannot be a billionaire
If you think I cannot not be a trillionth
If you think wealth is not my gift
If you think my gift is not my career
If you think my career is not my talents
If you think am not blessed again
If you think am going to die anytime soon
If ever you thought so, just think again.








If you think my creativity end-up here
If you think this is not touching enough
If you think this tune is so low
If you think am full of doubts
If you think am eating a humble pie
If you think my background is my fear
If you think my past is my horror
If you think my memories are my fright
If you think my possession are my curses
If you think my achievements are my eternity
If you think I have lost my right track
If you think my nature is about Venice even Vatican
If you think I am not African enough
If you think illusion is my religion
If you think I have ever relate to enemies
If you think I have forgotten my Jesus Christ
If you think am not going to Heaven
If you have ever thought so, just rethink
Because am just so Anointed.