If You Were Gone............... Poem by Destiny Douglass

IF YOU WERE GONE….
If you were gone I don't know what I would do, I think I would sit there and wait for you, I would be waiting, waiting and waiting and waiting just for you to come back
If you were gone I would think "I wasn't there for you enough" I would say "You weren't tough", you obviously weren't tough enough to take the pain, all of the hateful words going around in your brain
If you were gone all of the words they said would seem like a crime in my mind
If you were gone I really don't know what I would do, there would be no more you
If you were gone I would blame myself for the state of your mental health
If you were gone I would think "God, why me, why me? " "Did they hurt you with force? , what was the source? " "Please let them all have thoughts of remorse."
If you were gone all of the pain you had would rush to me, I would try to flush the thoughts out of my body
If you were gone I would say "Why did you leave me here? ", I would have regret and live in fear
Fear of the day when there would be nobody here, No one to be able to hear, hear my thoughts about when you were near, near to stay with me, near to be able to have fun days with me, near to be near me, just to be here would be enough, enough to stop the pain, Why didn't they know it wasn't really a game? Didn't they know that they were creating a wound? A wound that grew so much it's as big as the moon, didn't they know that their words created all of this mess?
If you were gone…………..