I'll Never Say It Poem by Sadie Monroe

To my parents:
I've never felt more alone
than when I am with both of you.
do you feel good about
ignoring our issues?
I don't know how to cope
because you never taught me.
How do i navigate the world
with a mind so different?
I have so much to say to you.
I'll never say it.

To my brother:
I hope you never think
about stuff like that again.
Because I couldn't live in this world
without you.
I can't do this alone.
So you can't leave me.
So many questions, so much to say
But I'll never say it.

To my love:
How can you be so radiant
and not know it?
I could tell you a hundred ways
in which you are extraordinary
but you'd just look at me blankly.
So I'll never say it.