I'm Okay Poem by Poetic Daughter

I'm Okay is something I say nearly every day. I'm Okay is something I say but I don't mean it in any way.
I don't know if I'm Okay cause I don't know what I feel anymore.
I want no one to worry so I save all my pain for when I'm behind my door.
Whenever I say I'm Okay I wish it was true. At least I can say I'm Okay and not let my pain show through.
I hate having to lie to my friends and family. I wish I could tell them I'm not okay and I feel like I'm losing my sanity.
'Are you okay? ' Everyone asks and I nod my head. I say I'm Okay and lie to people every day.
I hate the pain I feel. I hate when people tell me what I feel isn't real.