Im Scared! Poem by Samantha Duran

im tired of all thier talk
of all there oppinons
im tired of all their gossip
and assumtions
and lies!
i wanna scream from the top of my lungs
just that THEY DONT KNOW ME!
they dont know my thoughts
they dont know my plans
they dont know that i think stuff out
im not stupid you know
i know right from wrong
good from bad
friend or foe
im not a child
you dont have to make my decions for me!

you say i know what your thinking
you say im lying
you say i ment for bad
you say i am not who i am
well guess what YOU DONT KNOW ME!

do you know i cant trust any one
do you know i dont have a best friend
do you know how it feels when some one says
your a liar, when you tell the truth? ,
your a fake, when your being youself? ,
your a nobody, when you are awarded the scholar of the month?
that your stupid, when you have all honors classes?
i know they are wrong.that they DONT KNOW ME!
do you i write poems
do you know my first boy friend was a pot head? because he was chill and said everyone desevers love
did you even know i had a boy friend?
do you know i want love, i crave it and still no one
NO ONE has tried to love me
do you know i want love
do you know i think i deserve love
do you know i know what love (its not sex)
do you know i carefully think out my answer when some one asks me out
hey did you know IMA VIRGIN! (i bet not)
ya do you know i dont do drugs
do you know i think about suicide and leaving

i wish to leave, get rid of all them burderns
get rid of all them that just hurt my heart
im scared if i leave
will i miss them?
will they care? really care?
im scared if i dont leave ill have to live like this forever
no one to trust
no one to love
no one to...care