I'm sorry if I confused you a little,
I don't want you to go through this assault.
Just a hint of pain in your voice,
And I know everything is all my fault.
I'm sorry if I burdened you down,
With all my problems and sorrows.
I didnt want to make you uncomfortable,
Forgive me for telling you I feel hollow.
I'm sorry for believing when you spoke it,
When you said you would always be with me.
I guess I misunderstood you when you said,
'I am here for you because you were for me.'
I'm sorry if you are reading these words,
And yet you are still confused.
I'm sorry for looking at all the guys,
And having felt that I betrayed you.
I'm sorry if I don't write what you want,
If I only write about pain and tears.
But I only write what I feel in that moment,
Which is not what you want to hear.
I'm sorry for anything and everything
That I have done, am doing, and will do.
But what I am most sorry about,
Is that you think this concerns you.
I'm sorry that you have no idea
That I am the one who caused your pain.
I see you writing about him and I think,
'Thats all my fault again...'
Forgive me but I never wanted you to be sad
Although I did have some part in it.
Or maybe it just wasn't going like it should,
Although I will always feel that guilt.
I'm sorry for thinking as little as I did,
And not planning everything out.
Because when I finally settled down to think,
It decided to all come crashing down.
I'm sorry for having you on my mind,
Every single day and all of the time.
But I'm sure you understand its hard not to,
When I am reminded of you throughout my life.
I'm sorry for wasting your time with my words,
And I'm sorry that this mostly hurt you.
And what I regret the absolute most,
Forgive me, I'm sorry for all that I didn't do.
Okay the 'Im Sorry''s are too all different people. Some may be to the same person...some are to different people.
Written November 20th,2007