Impossible Yet Hoping Poem by josephine lee

I know i could not had
yet i want it more than any
I know i must not think of it
yet i want it more than any
I know even if i could
I'll be too scared to take it
I know even if i want it
I'll be too afraid
Too many secret i have
and whenever i think of it
Sad i'll be and tear started to come
Everytime i push it back
and put it out of my mind
Knowing it's impossible but still hoping one day
All will be well so i can go all out to get the things i want